#ITS SO MUCH FUNNIER IRL😭

[invertedrat]

YALL STOP I GOT A NEW TAPISTRY TODAY AND THIS IS ALL I SEE WHEN I LAY DOWN ON MY BED😭😭😭

[sundial-girl]

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

Jamil, Idia: Desires so Deep

Ignore me getting a late start on this new birthday series 💀 (Got busy with irl stuff!!)

Oddly enough, the vignettes don’t mention Jamil’s birthday at all; they’re at the National Art Museum in the Land of Dawning to celebrate its 100th anniversary. It seems this new series (Platinum Jacket) will have vignettes with more focus on how the boys relate to and what they think about important historical figures in Twisted Wonderland!

… Also, the fact that the book 7 part 5 update came out a few days before Jamil’s birthday… and then his vignettes go and show a Maleficent painting in them… Yeah 😭 but what’s even funnier to me is that Idia calls Jamil a chuunibyou WHich iS SO ACCURATE, THANK YoU fOR CALLinG HIS ASS OuT, KING 🙏 What is Jamil doing in that sussy Groovy if not being a chunni…

A Tale as Old as Time.

Contained within a shining platinum frame was an illustration of a starry scene. A man in a fine white turban crowned by a single violet plume. A woman, perched on a balcony, in a refreshing blue-green, a jasmine flower set into her long, dark braid.

They stared longingly into each other’s eyes, conveying an emotion not spoken aloud. No words were needed for what they had: a love so tender it made the night weep. The stars into glittering tears sliding down the face of darkness.

Standing before the painting of the happy couple, Jamil folded his arms and frowned.

… Can feelings truly defy social status?

"A street rat marrying a princess… Hah."

His fingers curled to fists, digging into the pristine white fabric of his suit. Jamil's expression remained neutral, no hint of the bitterness brewing within. He was a master of leashing it.

What nonsense. I doubt their happiness lasted long. The difference in their standing is far too vast to be bridged.

Jamil lowered his gaze and looked away.

Adjacent to the loving pair was a spindly man with a curled goatee. His crimson and black headdress resembled the flared hood of a desert viper—a look iconic to the Sorcerer of the Sands. He gleefully clasped a golden oil lamp in his long, bony fingers. A remarkable achievement, an item he had been searching his entire life for.

Now, here was a great man. Someone who had slaved away and earned his reputation, climbed in social ranks on merit alone. The Sorcerer of the Sands would die a highly accomplished man, advisor to a sultan, renown scholar mage, and seeker of truth.

The very symbol of Scarabia’s spirit of deliberation.

"Jamil-shi?"

The voice was soft and nervous, like that of a specter not yet parted from this world. A faint blue glow fell upon the Sorcerer of the Sands.

Jamil turned, releasing a sigh when he realized who had appeared beside him. "... Oh. It's you, Idia-senpai."

"Eeep!" His upperclassman jumped at the mention of his name. He clung to the doorway, and anxiety evident on his pale face.

"Well? Don't let my presence deter you from appreciating the artwork."

"N-No, that's okay!! It was getting to be too crowded in the main hall, so I wanted to dip and take a breather somewhere quiet to let my stamina recharge... b-but that's completely pointless if other people are still around!"

"You won't even notice me. I not a snake—I don't bite," Jamil insisted flatly. Not unless I want to. "You look suspicious lurking in the doorframe. You may as well come in."

Left with no other choice, Idia awkwardly shuffled into the exhibit.

He positioned himself a good distance away from Jamil, not saying so much as a word as he stared at an ornate figure of a broad-bodied ape. Its lips were twisted into a grotesquely wide smile.

Nestled in the monkey’s palms was a massive red jewel, glistening even in the scarce light. Idia's own terrified reflection bounced back at him in the gem’s many facets.

"Can't believe I got dragged out for this," the third year grumbled under his breath. "I-I wanted to go to that pop-up Sled Over Heels collab cafe with the walk-in museum... Instead I have to be here and gawk at the same pictures I've seen over and over again in magic history textbooks... Aaah, it totally doesn't compare at all to cute anime girls pouring all their passion into the artful sport of sledding!"

Some small, fragmented part of Jamil grimaced at the disrespect, try as he might to close off his ears, to not engage. No good ever comes of provoking a stubborn mule, he chided himself.

But the devil on his left shoulder pounced.

"Idia-senpai," Jamil spoke carefully, a slight edge to his voice. It made the hairs on the back of Idia's neck stand at attention. "Are you not a fan of this style of artwork? Or is it the subject matter you find distasteful?"

His upperclassmen startled. Horrified as the realization that Jamil had heard his every complaint, the tips of his flaming hair colored pink.

"W-Well... I'm not exactly a buff for this kind of thing," Idia stuttered. "It's ancient history. Been there, don’t that. Th-There's really no point in being on that grind cycle if it all just amounts to the same ending anyway. That's basically all history is, anyway."

Jamil bristled—though he took care to not let it show. "I beg to differ. The story of the Sorcerer of the Sands defies such paltry notions. He struggled much in his life, even served under a carefree, incompetent sultan that barely listened to a work he said.”

I know what that’s like.

“Jamil…!”

A smile he thoroughly detested flashed in his mind. So big and pearly and irritating as he offered him his hand.

“Let’s start over. We can be rivals… but we can be friends too.”

But that boy was a fool.

Feelings can’t trump social status. Not then, not now. Not ever.

“And yet it was thanks to his contributions that he is remembered today as one of the greatest men to have ever lived. The Sorcerer of the Sands was able to break free and live as he desired. He acquired the Genie of the Lamp and phenomenal cosmic power. He decided his own destiny.”

"Uweh, sounds like he's your kami-oshi, Jamil-shi... I guess it makes sense though, since you and the Sorcerer of the Sands are the same character archetype and everything. Chunnibyous gotta stick together and all…”

"… What is that supposed to mean?" Jamil planted his hands on his hips. He didn’t understand all of Idia’s slang, but he also wasn’t sure if he wanted to.

Idia's eyes—wide and anxious—cut away from him. “I-It’s nothing important…”

“Then why are you hiding it?”

“B-Because you’re definitely the type who would hold a grudge if anyone pisses you off!!”

“How rude. I’m offended that you think so lowly of me.” Jamil allowed himself a little smirk. “I’ll have you know that I won’t stop there. In fact, I’ll enact a vengeance plot so excruciatingly humiliating that you won’t ever be able to face the light of day comfortably again.”

“S-See?! That’s what I meant!! Y-You’re a certified chuunibyou!!”

“Whatever that means, I assure you that I’m not. Is it so wrong to look back on history and to appreciate how far we’ve come since?”

“Th-That’s…”

Jamil found himself returning to the painting of the Sorcerer with the lamp. He was almost drawn to it, lulled into a hypnotic trance. An item that could make all of his hopes come true…

“Let me ask you this: if you could have any wish granted, what would that wish be?”

“E-Eh?! Any wish…” Idia fiddled with the glittering buttons on his suit. He nibbled on his lower lip, a darkness having swept up what little color there was left to him. “I-I can’t say it, but… more than anything, there’s someone I want to say goodbye to.”

“I see. A fond farewell.”

Letting go.

Jamil’s chest tightened.

In a distant memory, flowers of fire lit up the night. He had been dancing then, hair and fabric flying as he spun and spun and spun. When had he last felt so free? His wings unbound, the sky as his limits.

“As for myself, what I wish for most of all is…”

He glanced back at the painting of the two lovers. Star-crossed, against a star-streaked sky. Adventure calling, liberation beckoning.

A look most malicious graced his careful controlled features. Lips in a lopsided smirk, eyes like daggers, glinting sinisterly in the dark. Concealed weapons rising to the surface.

“… to be well-connected with people who may prove useful in attaining my dreams. Yes, that’s it. Useful.”

[lov4hgirl]

one thing i need to get off my chest is their height difference 😔 im still so confused bc irl ood i think theyre pretty much the same height (pj might be an inch or so taller but none too crazy)

but tell me why sometimes, in drag, pj would look extra taller even if they’re also wearing around the same heel heigh lmao 😭 also idk if its just our hc bleeding through, but nymphia’s canonically baby girl atp which makes this whole thing funnier

height difference is just 🤤🤤🤤🤤 im p sure that when they do shows, they wear heels with similar height, however nymph just looks smaller when in drag and with pj for some reason... it probably is the baby girlism in her.... bc take this pic as an example... maybe its the angle but they're almost the same height here but nymphia still looks smaller what sorcery is that. BUUUT in certain events that they've been, pj rlly looks taller bc of her heel choices like the ones she wore from when they went to the met

[chilling-seavey]

Screaming that you didn’t mind my long ramble😀 I’m so happy I was on the same page as you! When I read stories that have a more open ending my mind just runs wild and thinks ahead, I’m also just a wild over thinker in general (also to selfishly give myself the ending I would want)🙈

I mean that man entered the room saying he was hers for the night and sure, she’s always his, but the connection when it’s not just one sided hits. Like you said, he probably didn’t even process how deep his feelings go, because that and wanting to hear her say his name, come on…👀 He is not picking up on anything, like man you’re so down bad right now. That’s not just something that means nothing like he kind of gave the vibe off when he didn’t answer her about if she meant anything, even though he kinda wanted to. If it meant nothing then he wouldn’t have wanted to be hers. The boy is unknowingly down bad and fumbled.

His face when he finds out would be absolutely wild and is deserved, lol. I’m not a fan of not telling someone irl, but it’s something I love in the fictional world, it creates such a build up for drama and having to talk things through, I’m a sucker for it.

It would be even funnier if it’s a few years later, and the kid wants to go karting (is that how you spell it? sorry!) and he thinks the reader maybe works there or something and she doesn’t correct him😭😭 I also imagine the reader to be crazy rich because of one of my favorite other tropes, is famous but no one knows, they know of her. It’d be funny too because he didn’t think of her in that world and she’s not but she kinda is, if that makes sense? I also just want him to realize how much he messed up, not that she would need all of that to show him how much he messed up.

I’m just going a little wild at this point, lol. Do you think they’d reconnect while he’s still a driver or after he’s done?

I imagine his face to give surprise pikachu face, it would be everything 😭

Can I be 🐑 anon? I think sheep are super cute and couldn’t resist, and I think it’s kinda funny 😀

My gosh, what writer would mind someone rambling about their work in their ask box?! If they don’t like that, they’re not a real writer imo 😂

[If you couldn’t tell by basically all my writing on my masterlist] I loveee open endings. They make for such a fun conclusion writing wise but it’s also fun that the reader can perceive the ending however they wish!! Ik its often frustrating as the reader but I can’t help it hehe

“The boy is unknowingly down bad and fumbled” PREACH HAHA omg yes so true 😔 if only he was in touch with his feelings sooner

So true about not agreeing with the certain handling of something irl but loving it in fiction. That’s the joy of fiction!! Even cheating is a NOOO irl but its so juicy being the ‘other woman’ in fiction 🤭

I always saw them reconnecting maybe no more than 5 years after. Something lowkey; not a crazy fanfic-y coincidence where they bump into each other getting coffee but more like maybe he reaches out? Or, to go off your karting idea, maybe he’s there one day helping out the kids and she decides to go just to see him after so long but ends up chatting?

But LOL the surprised pikachu face omg literally. If it’s the karting setting maybe the lil 5 year old is with her and he sees the kid and in his mind he’s like “damn…so much has changed and she has a kid now…I bet she’s taken” but as they talk, it comes out that she’s single and in his head he’s doing the math like ‘wait…the kid is 5…and 5 years ago we…’ and honestly how could he be so slow because those are literally his own eyes staring up at him under that ridiculous helmet that’s almost a size too big—

HAHA

+ omg yes ofc I love that! I declare thee 🐑 anon!! 🥰🥰

[bbina]

also I rarely use tumblr as much but I literally don’t have many irls since they tend to be draining (COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO LITERALLY LOVES DOING EVERYTHING WITH FRIENDS 😞) it’s like I can’t click with anyone but when I was finishing school in March-May I’d interact w your page the most 😭 yappity yap yap basically you’re my tumblr bsf in my head.

- 🌕

i use tumblr to fangirl cus i cannot for the life of me make and keep friends on fuckass twitter. this is why im one of them priv mfs on twt cus its funnier that way

plus i like the built in anon/non anon interactions in this hellsite we all have a love hate relationship with cus it makes the experience more fun!! and u get to make new friends bc of the same interests and the such!!

i was also the most active during march-may cus i was also finishing school 😭😭😭 y’all r my tumblr bsfs cus we’re all so funny we’re like nct !

[dreamballade]

ok, i saw someone do this on tiktok and thought it looked fun so here is redacted characters and whether i think i could successfully date irl or not:

vincent: 100% yes. he’s my ideal type the loml. I LOVE HIM! 100000/10

ivan: probably…? we dont know much of him as flyboi so i cant really tell. we are both quite socially challenged though which would either be incredible or horrible. i picture him with a really beefy top half with arms good for hugging though. 8/10

ollie: no. our names are too similar. he is cute though but i am bad at board games. 4/10

david: no … i dont like vocal fry 😭 and i would just piss him off and he would be mean to me and i would get upset. we wouldnt mesh well i dont think… esp early david he was a bit toxic. 3/10

elliott: yes yes yes!!! i am super attracted to protector types i love the best friends-to-lovers trope i love how caring he is. i’ve only listened to his earlier audios so i dont know how he develops but im giving him a solid 10/10!

gavin: i think we would be better as friends but i cant give a good reason why. 5/10

asher: you know what yea!!! he’s cute fun and awesome. neither of us can answer the door tho 7/10

lasko: probably not only because neither of us would have the confidence to make a move on the other 💀 i would treat him like the babygirlest of babygirls though dont even worry about it. 6/10

damien: this man would hate me. ranked slightly higher than david because i wouldnt be as scared of him and he would be a lot funnier to antagonise. 4/10

huxley: YES. my boy!!! “dude” but in a romantic way. i would love to be around his energy i would love to spend time with him i would love to go on hikes with him. one point deducted bc i would probably feel guilty if i did anything to affect his positivity yknow..he’s TOO mentally healthy . 9/10

sam: it would never happen he is attracted to roguish dangerous badass types and i like to be in bed by 9pm. i love his character and voice though and i would love to keep him in a small room for a small amount of time. 7/10

milo: YEA BABEY!!! i like a man who understands the importance of dress socks. and a man who has a cat. and a man who speaks in that funny voice. AND I LOVE SHORT KINGS. i dont care about anything else i am attracted to him 9.5/10

vega: yes. it would be horribly toxic. yes ?/10

aaron: yes only because i think his bonus audios are hot. he’s so corporate and i am so not so its hard to imagine… i saw art of him cooking pancakes in his little red boxers he has a kind of reigen arataka appeal to him my pathetic babygirl… 7.5/10

geordi: YES! my angel my snowglobe my grain of icing sugar… i would love to hold his face in my hands and tell him that i love him. “you can never have too much garlic right” This man is my president. 10/10

guy: yes for the autism/adhd solidarity of it all . i feel like i could truly be myself around him his general personality is so attractive to me because hes so authentically annoying….although idk if i could stand smelling pizza all the time. AND he definitely snores every now and then. 9/10